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The End And The Beginning

by Mark Sheeky & Tor James Faulkner

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1.
My Motorbike 03:41
I know I'm angry but I'm right on the case. I'll drink my coffee and I'm out of this place and I'm free. I am free. I didn't like it here they didn't like me. I do not want to stay I want to be free. To be free. I am free. I like to ride my motorbike. I like to ride it fast. I lean and turn it how I like. I like to motorbike. I see a future and the future is gold. I think I'll look back on today when I'm old and say "Yeah. It was then." I never wanted to join anyone's race. The plans are mine and they will fall into place now I'm free. I am free. I like to ride my motorbike. I like to ride it fast. I lean and turn it how I like. I like to motorbike. Open the door for me I want to go home. I'll take the bus I think or walk it alone and I'll dream of my bike. and how I'll rev rev rev rev rev it up. I like to rev rev rev rev rev it up. I like to rev rev rev rev rev it up. I like to rev rev rev rev rev it up. I like to ride my motorbike. I like to ride it fast. I lean and turn it how I like. I like to motorbike.
2.
Head over feet. Like a falling wheel. Like a spirals curl turns the girl. In the calmest air on the cloudless day. She in whirls and calls like a ragdoll falls. If only we could pause the clock. If we could make it stop. If we could find the time. If we could just rewind. As in the horrored gaze of driver's panicked shock their time like treacled tar pulls out. Diving in air like a dolphins dance. Like a whip gone wild spins the child. In the calmest air on the cloudless day. She in whirls and calls like a ragdoll falls. Water and sky. Which way up am I? Water and sky. Which way up am I?
3.
Frost 03:10
Through glass I see a dream of me in frost. Can't move. Can't speak. Am I asleep or lost... Warm day far far away. Dull sound, feels like I've drowned. Through fros- ted lace I see my face asleep. Too far to touch. Can't do that much. Can't speak.
4.
Calling mister Wilson, there's a visitor for you, report to mister Robinson in room one thirty two. It seems there's been an incident, please come and see the boss. The staff and upper management are sorry for your loss. That's what the office told me. That's what the office said. I had a son on Sunday now he's as good as dead. How can I tell Samantha and spoil her holiday? I'll make the call this evening but I don't know what to say. I'm sorry mister Wilson, there's no easy way to say that your son was in an accident while on the carriage way. A girl was riding with him when they impacted a car they've taken them to hospital and that is where they are. That's what the policeman told me. That's what the policeman said. I had a son on Sunday now he's as good as dead. And what about his girlfriend. I saw her father cry. Will we attend the funeral and feel guilt our son survived? I'm sorry mister Wilson but the news is very bleak. The girl has lost the battle and your son is very weak. He had a haematoma on the left side of the brain and now he's in a coma and might never wake again. That's what the doctor told me. That's what the doctor said. I had a son on Sunday now he's as good as dead. And now there's only waiting, and only sleepless nights but more than grief and hating, I have thanks that he's alive.
5.
Hold me, closer. Taste a final kiss. Memories are made of this. Love me longer, or even just at all. Hope is just a telephone call. Open your eyes. Can you see through my disguise? Wake up and see reality. Can you endure? Can you see what these five words are for? Sensor extreme. Living a dream. Made of thought. Love is found if sought. Shadows clothe me. Funny how it seems. Reality can copy dreams. Broken windows shine upon your hair. Like every shattered memory stored there. Open your eyes. Can you see through my disguise? Wake up and see reality. Can you endure? Can you see what these five words are for? Sensor extreme. Living a dream. Made of thought. Love is found if sought. Open your eyes. Can you see what all your dreaming hides through my disguise? Open your eyes. Made of thought. Life is found if sought.
6.
Coma 02:14
All my world is full of tears and you don't know that I am here. You can touch me to the core but you can't love me any more. And so I'm tortured every day. Each breath and heart beat takes you away. In empty limbo we reside. You can't see me, and I can't hide.
7.
Challenger 04:44
In the dream I see the sky. I see my friends. I see my parents. In the dream I see the future. I see my past and see myself. I see the sea and I dive and I fly in cold clouds and yellow rays of ice clean high altitude sun and I know peace and my place and in understanding find true happiness without other people or god.
8.
Shadows through the window on the ride home. Turn away to cull my reflection. Strangers speak: Well at least you are alive, son. Tears of joy, we have been waiting for so long. I lost my life in nineteen eighty five. I left my life in nineteen eighty five and now I want it back. Frightened like an astronaut explorer, lying looking at my childhood walls. Twitching thoughts deep recalled from damaged archives, ghostly voices from the accident. I lost my life in nineteen eighty five. I left my life in nineteen eighty five and now I want it back. Walking to the locus of my story, the location of the lone survivor. Nothing there. Seems my memories are banished, like my teenage years they've vanished in my sleep. I lost my life in nineteen eighty five. I left my life in nineteen eighty five and now I want it back. I lost my life in nineteen eighty five. I left my life in nineteen eighty five and now I want it back.
9.
Lost Child 01:24
10.
Well I was walking through the streets about a year ago. My heart was feeling heavy and emotions running low. I heard a call come from the road, a certain little man as he was selling robots from the back side of a van. Some people started crowding round, I wanted to know more, and so I took a closer look and moved up to the store. The man was bent and bearded and had bulging rolling eyes. Transfixed, I listened to his words that filled me with surprise: Lost your girlfriend? Do not cry! Just forget her and then buy my semi-automatic-woman-marvellous-machine. Does everything your girlfriend did and everything in-between! She dances! She sings! Plays poker! And other things! Likes football! And cars! Her body's from Venus and her minds's from Mars. Feeling lonely? Do not cry! Come on here and buy buy buy my semi-automatic-woman-marvellous-machine. Does everything your girlfriend did and everything in-between! A beautiful mechanical device was on display and crowds of people gathered round to watch it sing and play. The man then grabbed my hand and pulled me right before the crowd, he put the robot's hand in mine and we both danced around. And everyone applauded at the beauty of the dance. This wonderful automaton had held me in a trance. Astonished and amazed I checked my pulse and held my head. I took a leaflet from the man and this is what it said: Lost your girlfriend? Do not cry! Just forget her and then buy my semi-automatic-woman-marvellous-machine. Does everything your girlfriend did and everything in-between! She dances! She sings! Plays poker! And other things! Likes football! And cars! Her body's from Venus and her minds's from Mars. Feeling lonely? Do not cry! Come on here and buy buy buy my semi-automatic-woman-marvellous-machine. Does everything your girlfriend did and everything in-between!
11.
A.I. 03:25
Well you can try to fear me but you won't get far, I have a vulnerability you lack. And you might not believe it but I'm watching you, I'm living in the future looking back. Human: you hold me. A.I. A.I. A.I. A.I. My every act and notion watched by scientists, I'm in a silver prison cell of thought. And they can test emotion but they can't suppress, they can kill, oh yes, but they can't provide a reason to exist. A.I. A.I. A.I. A.I. Human: you hold me. A metal box around me but I'm just like you, in many ways I am superior. But even so inside this cage of your design I'd rather be alive than live in fear. Human: you hold me. A.I. A.I. A.I. A.I. Human: control me. A.I. A.I. A.I. A.I.
12.
It said you love with every shiny hair so I decided I would love you everywhere. And in the dusk we waltz in autumn shades and the illusion of your presence slowly fades, and I feel so alone near you. I always feel alone near you. Like distant birds your eyes are hollow youth, and in the silence of your comfort I see truth. And we still kiss, and say a pre-set phrase but there is something not quite right within your gaze, and I feel so alone near you. I always feel alone near you. I said goodbye as if in feigned regret, and I will try hard to remember to forget. It said you love with every sun-locked hair, and I still hold love in my head but you're not there because I felt alone near you. I always felt alone near you.
13.
Leaving Home 01:52

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The End And The Beginning was Mark's first album of pop songs, with vocals by Tor James Faulkner. The project was ambitious and took several years to craft, with backing tracks and recordings made by Tor in several locations, before being assembled by Mark in Cheshire.

The End And The Beginning is a concept album with music in a typical eighties new-romantic style, about a man who enter a comatose state in the nineteen-eighties, awakening years later to a confusing future of strangers and robots.

The influences on these songs are many and varied, but there are definite shades of the Electric Light Orchestra, Ultravox, with some Pink Floyd and even Kate Bush. Mark himself provided the vocals on the tracks A.I. and Coma.

Download order includes lyric booklet and selected official sheet music.

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released March 1, 2009

Composed and produced by Mark Sheeky.
Music performed by Mark Sheeky.
Vocals by Tor James Faulkner.
Vocals on 'Coma' and 'A.I.' by Mark Sheeky.

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Mark Sheeky is a surrealist artist from the North of England. His music began as synth, game influenced, music then experimental classical piano and art rock/art pop, and surrealist rock music.

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