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The Anatomy of Emotions

by Mark Sheeky

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1.
You move, seemingly without effort Grace abounding, delicate provocative My eyes are trapped Caught in spotlights, each step defined And laid-out one before another You move and sway, step by step Each note, each chord pulls me Further into this fluid motion trance With twirls and turns, rhythm leads you Into passages of movement My eyes have never registered before Or at least can't ever imagine registering before Every confident step must be new A movement revolution played out With every key pressed Every progression noted Before my vision you transform, now as never before A narrator to new truths and new myths, Created by every turn and pre-defined and pre-scripted deviation The winding cycle creating, Sparking new understandings You speak the story of the music silently And fluently, strong and potent Each movement birthing glory Baring beauty Sharing long lost stories Tales spoken in a trance of colour and light You sparkle otherworldly outward signs Space becomes sublime Thousands of unseen hours bloom before hundreds of eyes But only you and I are here in this crowded space Alone, time slowed The shadows of the day fade and falter Time interrupted, Lost to movement
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The Dance 03:52
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I found you all in a box of yellowed papers You, this collection of portraits taken Seventy, eighty, ninety, perhaps a hundred years ago. All of you left forgotten in a box. There seemed to be no family resemblance And perhaps no family members left to care about your whereabouts Or the 80p price on each of your heads. Seven of you for five pounds the lady said sat Behind the makeshift seventies Formica kitchen counter. Money was exchanged and no receipt given. You, the seven, your story stored in boxes No doubt similar to where your lives ended But this portable mausoleum in brown paper bag scratchiness Records only one moment One fraction of a second of an existence. Was this the only time your face and features were so framed? There are now today tens of thousands of tiny clicks For every second, sacred, profane, mundane, myopic. But this moment why this moment captured? To celebrate the new start? To commemorate the feared end? To encourage a spouse abroad with gun in hand? Or a portrait for a formal occasion? In your twenties and thirties you were not filled with nostalgia Simply getting on, your clothes set you apart But your haircuts are back in vogue if not fashion You could be someone that I've met recently if it wasn't For the seventy, eighty, ninety, one-hundred years apart. Yet I wonder when did it all and for you? Perhaps you knew me when I was a baby, Probably not But this fragment of history I hold, all that's left of you All but some marks in census' and registers seemed so Fragile and finite. Like life itself. One day you'll end up in a box again of this I am assured.
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Memory 03:59
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The Stars 01:35
You should look up to the skies you said You should open the window with the lights off You should watch the skies to catch a glimpse of the stars You should take another look, You said and said and said and said again. Night skies death opens up before me A thousand twinkling tragedies Sparkle before my eyes and I shake my head Despite what you say I know they are dead, all gone Old light and crackling glimmers of life's last breath You said I should lighten up And see the stars for what they are Beauty shining in the dark But what they are is not what you think And when you told me to lighten up I knew you meant it, but I also know you didn't see The awkward irony that the stars you love So much are lit up by a thousand distant chemical deaths Smouldering heat and intensity, refining the sky And making it brighter Oh so much brighter. You should look up to the sky you said you should Open the window with the lights off You should watch the skies to catch a glimpse of the stars You said and said and said and said again Fine I replied, I will look up to the skies again, I will turn my face upward and look far beyond myself To find a sparkle or a moment or a death in action Like you said, but I will do so, I said, from deep Within the city with a million local lights To illuminate the skies a meta-modern paradise Of love lived and lost lament I would look to see the skies But no stars, The stars are dead to me I hope I don't see stars as I said You just laughed and laughed And laughed and laughed And laughed
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Starscape 03:01
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The door locks, seemingly for the last time Keys taken off the key-ring and placed in a safe In an office, some other place far away While stacks of books, sheets, numbers, orders of words For life's great moments of delight and sadness Lay lost in grey metal filing cabinets Rusted and battered by so much use In years past, but not now. Now they lie abandoned with jars of charred coffee, And individual sugar portions, all left behind. Carefully forgotten with the lights off. Sun still shines through coloured glass, Solemn faces still stare down, But no one is there to witness the moment. Dreams and tears, Hopes and fears, These walls have seen humanity In all its despair and glory. Parents have laughed and screamed Choked back tears and cried out in hope and bitterness. Silences have been observed And caskets carried in and later carried out. With the lights off This space stagnates in silent shadows. Mildewed and maligned. Profits and statistics Research and seek meaning Looking to see signs in texts written far away And collated minutes of million minor meetings. But still the sun shines And the clear blue sky Illuminates the lost interior Lighting a beacon for decay
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Closure 03:05
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Resignation 03:37
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Apprehension 01:33
12.
Wearied by repeated failure, And constrained inside his own mind, A thousand calculations he has made, And another thousand measures taken Making marks on well marked charts Papers rustling in the evening light. With unregulated rigour, Candle flame licks the cool breeze. In this otherwise stifling room where sweat And anxiety linger in anticipatory air Months have passed by Lit by moonlight in this quiet quest Lived in unrelenting restless state With no conclusion, No finish on any forseen horizon The evasive prize haunts him at night and bars his days Condemning them to be spent in fractious daylight's slumber Sun's sneering rays searching out paths Through worn and faded curtains Coming to rest and feasting on the restless placid flesh Of a night watcher in distress At all that is left to be seen In hallowed heavens upper reaches.
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All winter waiting, wistfully wanting. New life to spring up from somewhere below cracked surfaces bringing with it colour to daub new early morning light with beauty and renewed verve. Maudlin grey fading with remnants of ice that for months have chilled and stalked Earth's resting crust. Submerged bulbs lie in hibernation Amidst soil and rock. They persist, despite isolation. Locked in frozen bitterness life lingers awaiting spring.
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Meeting Eno 01:24
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Speak in mysteries, speak your memories Right into my core, For in this heart I ache For what once was and what can never be. For the words that I will never hear The words taken flight too soon. Speak in mysteries, speak your memories Laid imprinted on my being. The scars I carry tell tales Of snares and tarried times Long distant in the past Times when light and shade Flitted and danced their dreams for me Long gone once respected feelings Held a sacred stories bound in ornate glory Less of now and more of then A vision in my dream Story with no end My fairytale talisman Speak in mysteries, speak your memories To the silence of these walls Entombed in what once was And what can be no more Without response I sing this song Night the only recipient Of a vacuous invitation To one who won't reply.
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The Garden 01:00
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Golden Water 05:55
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Silence 03:18
Bitter-sweet the silence that sings on And on and on and on and on and on And on and on and on and on And on and on and on And on and on And on And on And on And on And on And on And on And on And on And on And on And on And on And on And on ...

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The Anatomy of Emotions began as a performance art project; a series of six musical pieces for piano, composed by Mark Sheeky to accompany videos developed by visual artist Sabine Kussmaul, and spoken-word parts written and performed by poet Tim Watson.

This album was Sheeky's first as a solo pianist, and extends the live Anatomy performance with additional material.

The music has been compared to that of Michael Nyman, melodic pieces with a dreamy atmosphere in the Romantic tradition. This music is interspersed with spoken parts by Tim Watson, and his voice fills the album with a feeling of liquid spirituality.

Download order includes complete official sheet music and lyric booklet.

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released February 23, 2016

Music composed and performed by Mark Sheeky.
Words written and performed by Tim Watson.

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Mark Sheeky Crewe, UK

Mark Sheeky is a surrealist artist from the North of England. His music began as synth, game influenced, music then experimental classical piano and art rock/art pop, and surrealist rock music.

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